Its been a strange day. A day of gratitude, of realising trade offs; of being overwhelmed and helpless. Its been a day of resentment, and of guilt for feeling resentful. a day for feeling lost and guided at the same time.
Just when I was expressing gratitude to the bountiful universe for blessings recieved, it became abundantly clear what i was trading off and missing. What also became clear was that the universe answers all your prayers to the last letter, so it's best to be sure that you are articulating all that you want, else the unarticulated parts will manifest in weird ways, and take away from focusing on and appreciating the beautiful and realistic manifestation of that which you did articulate and ask for.
God must truly enjoy his little jokes!